This poist containes a langiage and honesty warning for anyine squemish (and my Mum)
It's 3.01am. I've just walked in from yet another night out in Melbourne on my 2011 Easter get-away and I've decided to blog. Now while I may regret the move when I wake up tomorrow, I think it's only fair considering I promised honesty and a no holes barred accoubnt of my jounrey way back on January 1 this uyear.
wiht this in moind I request that grammer and speeliing corrections are not highlighted as it's very later, very dartk and I'm very full.
I have a weigh in in a few hours time and I can make this promise to youn all. It won't be pretty. I've basically spent the last 4 days ensuring a catostrophic result on the scales and I'm very confident I will come through eith the goods in a few hours. If not, it can be considered an Easter miracle and nothign less.
f anything tonight I;ve come to terms with my own failings. regardless of what I have achieved to this point I have a long way to go. I've made more promises to myself more times than I can remember and broklen most of them as well so sooner or later I have to get eith the program and acept reality. Real chage is the only answer, not half arsed measures.
So, I feel its only fair to issue a warnign to anyone I've promised to party with in te not to sidtant future. I'm not available. I will be dissapointing many a friend in the coming months as I turn down numerous invitations and opportunities in the search for greater good. I'm not promising total abstinance from alcojhol or fun but I have fouund in the last month in particular that I the more rope I allow myslef the more likely I am to finsh strung up.
So its off to bed. I refuse to spell check or proof read this post as that would defeat the purpose of writing it and I'll take whatever criuticm comes with it.
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